Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060426   

holymotherfuckin’ bullshit! i’ve NEVER heard SO much spew forth from someone’s mouth. this is the WORST job i’ve EVER had in my life. i’ve had shitty ass jobs in my life… like working 3 hours every 2 weeks at good ole northern reflections. where everyone, but me smoked and got all these little breaks. whatever. if anyone stole anything, i’d give them a bag to carry it in. or the other job where there was a stupid little shit that was talking about hookers, sex, calling me bunny and asking me if i wanted to be a stripper when i grow up. no no. this job is worse. because i’ve never been SO bitter in my entire life about a job. it took me just a few weeks to hate on it. and THEN they hired the BIGGEST jackass to be the co-manager. he seemed ok, but then as soon as hours started being cut he started saying all this shit about hearing it from head office last minute blah blah blah. whatever. then they promoted an incompetent twat to be the assistant store manager. well we all know what happened there. but he leaves me alone now for the most part. and i can still tell him off and he gets the point. sunday i get into work and i just get upstairs and this is what i get?

jackass: hey, i’ve got a little project for you to do, would you mind?

me: well yes, actually i would mind because i don’t’ get paid enough to do all this paperwork all the time.

j: you’re not doing the productivity so here’s something else you can do. if you don’t want to do it, the door’s open.

m: well it’s not fair that the cashiers always have to do all this paperwork. it’s not our job, it’s not in our job description.

j: well i have to keep giving you things to do because you do nothing in the store.

m: excuse me? i do NOTHING?

j: no. you do nothing. everytime i see you, you’re slacking off and you get nothing done.

m: i do nothing? i clear the counter, put the hangers in the back, re-stock bags, help out with babies stock and you tell me i do NOTHING?!?!?

j: everytime i see you you’re doing nothing. so i have to keep giving you things to do to keep you busy.

m: whatever.

j: so are you going to do this or not?

m: whatever. i’ll do it.

i was so fucking pissed off i was shaking and i started to cry. snapped 4 pencils in half. and then i decided to just leave during my break. and i did. it was the greatest burden off my back. it wasn’t the first time that he’s told me i slack off… he even had the audacity to ‘thank me’ for keeping busy one day. like it’s a sincere compliment or something.

the other store manager had to do damage control and called me later that evening and asked me what happened. i told her, she wasn’t impressed with his attitude either and asked me to come in for my reg shifts because she didn’t want me to have to resign under these circumstances. well… i went back on Monday and everything was fine only because the jackass wasn’t there.

today was a different story however. i went in he did my bag check. and he was taken aback. ‘so uhh you’re back… you didn’t quit?’

m: no she called me and asked me to come in.

j: we’re gonna go to the back when she comes in and have a meeting.

m: …

i ignored him and went to the back.

no apology no nothing. riiiiiight. i know where i stand with you.

they had a meeting by the couches. then with me. LIES! what HE said happened on Sunday was TOTALLY different from what he said to me that day. and it’s not the 1^st time he’s said this shit to me. the store manager that called me said her thing. and then he said that he knows and appreciates all the work that i do. uh-huh. and then he said he was frustrated with the situation blah blah blah. riiiiiiiiiiight. so now i know that nothing will change and that he’s just going to LIE to cover his fat ass. then he basically said that he was hoping that he was approachable and that if there were any concerns that i had that he would be more than happy to hear it from me. FUCK YOU! i KNOW and heard what you said the first time. i’m NOT stupid and i’m sorry if it doesn’t take me long to do other people’s paperwork that’s NOT MY FUCKING JOB TO DO!!!!! you NEVER would’ve apologized to me if you hadn’t been chewed out by the other manager. SHE was the one to call me not you. i’m not coming back after my week off. i hope the store runs to the shits. but i know it won’t. because they’re good at covering up bullshit. fuck it.

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CHANGE #20060417

the funniest thing i heard today, “so ivan thinks you’re all jealous of that girl.” ‘that girl’ refers to princess much-too-much. the one at the gym who’s super fit, but has that misguided assumption that other girls don’t like her cuz she’s too fit and hot. she rolls down the waistline of her yoga pants or her booty shorts and hikes up her cropped pink tank for her heart monitor. when she does her weights, she makes all these girly grunts/moans. hey she could be a cool person, but she also seems extremely insecure cuz she checks out her ass in the mirror ALL THE TIME!!!!! jealous?!?! dude, we’re DRAGON BOATERS!!!!! and we like to leave a lil bit to the imagination, and not let it all show.

the funniest thing i saw today was this kid who was ‘thugged out’ and wearing his track pants below his ass. he had the drawstring pulled tight so they won’t fall down. he reached for something in his pocket… beside his knee obviously because his pants were so low! aaaaaaaaahahahahahahahhaahaa!

the end of the month is nigh and i did move my deadline up to the end of the month to get me outta ‘that’ place. i hate how the owners take advantage of the employees by arbitrarily making an item of clothing the ‘dress code’ for the fucking WEEKEND and selling it to us for $2 less than our discount. what kind of fuckery is that?! since the new regime has taken over… at least 15 people have left the store… 2 went on to head office.

nothing new happening and i have no real good news. i’m becoming increasingly anxious to just up and leave the country. this restlessness is driving me up the wall. and i’m not just talking travelling, but more like moving for a bit.

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