Life needs change.

CONSPIRACY THEORY #20041114

why is it that almost EVERY weekend, the weather is beautiful and i have to do school work? it’snot fair! snot i say! on the flipside it gets packed everywhere and i don’t feel like going out anyway. TOO MANY PEOPLE especially the kinds that can’t walk and they just stop in the middle of the sidewalk to talk, or the ones that walk 5 abreast so you can’t get by unless you walk on the street! idiots! but during the week the weather’s usually pretty bad! jeezy peezy! i only have class on tuesdays and wednesdays! work with me here mr. sun! please?

cinnamon is a fabulous spice. mmmmmmMMMMmmm. it’s my new friend. it even tastes good in blah tea. that’s right! if you put brown sugar in your tea cuz you don’t like white sugar and you can use the brown for other fun stuff, put a lil milk and dash o’ cinnamon! mmmm mmm good! yay mina for telling me.

i’m going to the brighton art fair next weekend. i kept missing the t-dot ones and so i’m going next weekend and if there’s anything i like dammit i’m going to buy it!!!!! of course i have to think about how i’m going to take it home too… sheeeeeeeit! and yes, i will think about my wallet arun. but if i really really really really like it and i know i’m going to like it for a LONG time can i get it then? pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?

light. what a concept. so i was down in mariko’s flat and me and mina were complaining about how dark our rooms were because lampshades were placed over the bare bulb… however, the ceiling got more light than the floor. so dark. other people have theirs decorated with other things… i never thought to take them off… until 10 minutes ago. now i don’t even need my desk lamp when my laptop is on. how naice! it looks kinda weird now with a naked bulb, but i figured i’m only here in this dingy room with dirty walls and curtains and supposed fireproof furniture for less than a year, so i’m not going to go crazy wasting time and money decorating. i have things stuck on my giant ugly bulletin board and some books and stuff, that’s good enough for me. oh and on thursdays when i do my laundry and my drying racks take up most of the empty space in my room. besides, i might find something at the art fair! J and now that i’ve hyped it up, i probably won’t find anything. WAY TO GO IDIOT!!!!! as much as i’d like to use the ‘R’ word…

break out the champagne! i just called home and i found out that it is indeed easier to talk to my father than my mother, and maybe even my sister… sorry moms. not surprised since my mother and i are both VERY stubborn. i guess it’s a start since i never talk to anyone in my family. i found it easiest to talk to my sister when she was out in Mississauga on res because we could never bicker, then she came home and started working. i think the past year was difficult with my mother since she was the one i’d see the most in the house… next to my moo moo (my cat) of course. sometimes i’d go through a few days before i saw my sister simply because our schedules were so different. my dad asked me what i needed when i came home. so i said a million £. hahahahaha… that’s the running joke in my house.

“i’m running out to get some groceries, need anything?”

“yeah, a million dollars.”

or

“hey, what do you want for your birthday/mother’s day/father’s day?”

does this mean that the tenuous relationship i had with my family can actually be more than hi, bye, how’s work/school/home etc etc? weird.

jeezy peezy why is it so hard to write a freakin’ essay proposal?!?!?!!? if i didn’t have a minimum # of footnotes and bibliographic sources i’d have been done AGES ago! aaaaaaaargh! shit, that worries me. if i’m having trouble writing 350 words, what’s it going to be like writing my term papers let alone my thesis. whatdidigetmyselfinto?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?

i love the new workout that james gave me. it’s very elbow-friendly, however, i’m finding that i get that ‘needs-to-crack’ feeling in between my shoulder blades. my chiro said it’d become a problem area as i continue d b-ing. ugh!

agent orange

posted by: conspiracytheorist at 14:33 | link | comments (1) |

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#1  18 November 2004 - 16:38

 

Great, now everyone reading this is going to think i'm this controlling wanker. To clarify - I'm all for spoiling one's self with shopping sprees galore. I just don't want you wasting money on me, when you could spoil yourself. That theory does not apply to me, I can spoil you as much as I like.

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