Life needs change.

CONSPIRACY THEORY #20041125

 

why am i so lazy? why do i not even TRY to cook anymore? why don’t i care? i know that if i come down with something then it’s OVER! i probably won’t get better for a LONG time because i’ve been somewhat lazy with my cooking. i will create my own downfall. i can’t even afford proper groceries, HA! maybe i just don’t know how to shop properly. la la la la la~!

 

i wonder how long the human body can last without a decent night’s sleep? i’m EXHAUSTED today, even james noticed i wasn’t all with it today at the gym. maybe it’s cuz i ‘attempted’ to go for a run too. i was fine in the middle of the day when i went to school and stuff, but now i’m POOPED and it’s ONLY 8:10! oh oh oh, my abs are back!!!!! eeeeeheeeheeehee!

 

now my yellow shirt is a dingy colour. i’m too lazy to segregate my dark and whites so they all go into the same load. that’s right, no apartheid laundry happening here! don’t ask. i don’t care, i only work out in it. i only have dark clothes anyway.

 

is our generation more transient than in the past? one of my confidantes back home just got a job in the states. he originally came from uhhh… somewhere in the caribbean to toronto to get his edumacation. is it because we have no choice but to go where the jobs are because there’s no jobs to be had in toronto? is it because we CAN do this while we’re still young? but then again, most of our parents are immigrants… hmm… maybe my theory is a lil’ off. any thoughts?

 

i’m so S-L-O-W! here i was complaining about not having a radio so i don’t know what’s going on etc etc. well, DUH! why didn’t i think to listen to t.o. radio stations live on-line? i heard one of my ‘i WANT this’ songs, i saw chris, felish, chickpea  and my sweet pachyderm on-line.  me and felish were late night msn buddies for much of last year, as were either wayne-o or sue, or even both. aaaaaaah technology, it truly can connect the world. (sounds like a commercial) holy shit! i can’t believe that i just praised a freakin’ computer!!!!! but yeah, it was naice. i guess everyone else in the library didn’t quite understand why i was so happy. i was smiling most of the time i was in the library today.

 

i’m too tired to research for my essays. is that ok? y’know, i used to LOVE researching things. u of t’s library was a BEAUT! you could look at what an author was referencing, search it on the catalogue and i don’t think there’s ever been a reference that u of t didn’t have while i was there. now it’s SO frustrating and i’m getting annoyed with it because i actually have to attune my papers to what’s available. ugh! the mental sacrifices i have to make. you’re stifling my creativity i say! i shake my fist at you, limp wrist mafiosa style!

 

i found a really chocolate recipe. hmm… who wants to be my victim? can i replace the cocoa powder with coconut?

 

so close yet so far away. 3 weeks and a day, then i get to go back to a city full of lotsa people i lurve. i miss you all SO SO SO much.

 

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