CONSPIRACY THEORY #20050209 (+5)
i’m SO fucking angry right now. i’ve never been this pissed off for so fucking long that my head hurts and my jaw is throbbing. if someone gave me an opportunity to work a decent full-time and stable job, i’d ask where to sign. if i saw the housing manager right now, i’d have to slap her. if i saw the fat fuck that has the room beside me, i’d tell him to get out of my sight as fast as possible and not to leave the front door unlocked. if i saw my nitpicky prof right now, i’d have to smack her too. if i had to hear another broad generalization about how ignorant north americans are from someone and that racism DOESN’T exist anymore, i’d have to stomp on that person too. I FUCKING HATE THIS BULLSHIT!!!!!
agent orange
i’m trying. i’m trying SO hard to remember that i’m a ‘have’ as opposed to a ‘have not’. i have all these opportunities, i have the greatest friends in the world, i have a family, i have my physical health, but right now, it’s SO SO SO hard and i wish i wasn’t so self-absorbed and alone right now. i’m sorry.

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