CONSPIRACY THEORY #20050330       

guys. there’s no conspiracy theory today because the HUGEST weight has been lifted off my shoulders and i’m just so relieved right now that i can’t stop crying. i didn’t realize how much stress this was causing me until i read the e-mail. i’ve been waiting for a week because my convenor has been away until now. i saw that there were new message in my inbox and saw that one of them was from her. so i opened it.

i

can

come

home

early.

 i’m going to be back by the end of april. this is one of the bestest things that could happen to me... hahaha, remember my excitement/anxiety when i first got in? all i have to do is re-book my ticket and i’m free. i’ve waited for a week to see what my convenor would say, and she gave me the go-ahead. bless her heart. i told her the truth. i told her the bullshit i’ve had to put up with here, and i wasn’t using it as a ‘get out of jail card’ although this place DOES feel like a jail, but i can go.

all i have to do is wait to hear a confirmation that someone will definitely take my room in april.

agent orange