Life needs change.

CONSPIRACY THEORY #20050813

so i REALLY want to listen to this song i have on my computer, but the only fuckin’ program that will let me listen to it just keeps fucking up. i swear computers are garbage. they’re somewhat useful, but when you REALLY need something from them, they’re not there for you. like money, jobs, people, yourself.

went to Montreal bistro tonight. emilie-claire barlow is AWESOME live. and she’s cute as a button! but her band was really good too. the drummer is total chick bait. anyhow her voice is so clear and pure. mel spilled water not once, not twice but THREE times during the sets. it’s so typical us. like when we snuck hot chocolate into the library in high school and knocked it over. hahahahahaha.

there’s really nothing to listen to at 3 in the morning. how lame. but i’m not tired. slightly perturbed and awake cuz of a coffee that aruny ordered by accident. silly man. my shoulders are achy cuz i’m so tense. this freakin’ thesis is giving me insomnia. great. piece of shit! not like it’s going to write itself of course. i love how i’m too awake to sleep, but not awake enough to actually be efficient. this is ass. total assness. i need to run away and join the circus. then i can travel too. lions and tigers and bear oh my!

ever since i came back little by little things have been changing in my room. like the fact that there’s nothing on my walls except for tack and nail holes. and the hole from when i whipped my keys in my angsty teenage years. a lot of the ‘stuff’ i had has been recycled, trashed or put away. it just seems irrelevant. jeezy peezy i have to be up in 4 hours. lalalalala.

fitter, happier more productive… HA! like any of that is true. and this is such assness. i can’t even cut/paste this entry if i use firefox. TOTAL ASSNESS

 

agent orange

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