Life needs change.

CHANGE #20050914       

so now my life is completely devoid of things to do. i have no work or pending school to worry about. lame. i went to go volunteer today at the ago. i miss that place. and randall is such a great person to have as a supervisor. even though i’ve been a.w.o.l. for a month he just said he’s back from vacation, his brain is mush and he can’t remember anything.

every time i tell my mother i’m going to a stupid job interview, she starts preaching to me about getting a job, asking my dad if there’s any openings at his office and same with my sister. and they keep SAYING things, but nothing comes of it. and so i just tune her out. why would i even WANT to work in the same place as my dad or my sister? i think i’d rather work at sears again. (knock on wood) and all this because she doesn’t ‘like’ where i’m applying to, or she thinks it’s a waste of time. i think the ago will see more of me over the next few weeks so i can get away from her. so i’ve stopped telling her of my whereabouts as much as possible so i don’t have to put up with the preachiness, but i couldn’t help it on monday because she came home as i was leaving.

just finished reading ‘eleanor rigby’ by douglas coupland. not a bad book. and so i’ve begun to devour books with glee once again. i think my local library is running out of books i haven’t read because i picked up another book that i borrowed before, and just like last time i couldn’t continue it. hahahaha. last time i took out 4 books (i think) and i found out i’ve already read 2 of them. go me.

so i bumped into an old friend of mine on the bus and we were talking and laughing in the back of the bus. i miss stupid jokes with ricky. the bus stopped for a while with the door open and so i asked, ‘dude, why are we stopping here?’ so ricky’s answer was that he was panicking about going over the railroad tracks up ahead. hahahahahaha. ‘ok. don’t panic. breathe. just gotta call my mentor – dude just tell me i can do it. c’mon. it’s ok. ok, i can do it.’ hahahahahahahahaha. ok, so it was probably funnier if you were there. never mind. the point is, i miss really DUMB jokes.

everyone from my old dep’t from sears is GONE except for poor marla (maples) and christina. craziness. nat-nat was moved to another dep’t. hahaha. i saw mikey downstairs and i asked him, ‘what are you still doing here?’ his answer… ‘i don’t know!’ poor lee. he had a job all lined up and then they told him they couldn’t get the paperwork done so it never happened. he had everything packed and ready. so he’s still stuck at sears.

now i’m just babbling because i have nothing new to say. because there’s nothing new in my life.

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