Life needs change.

CHANGE #20051202

I’M SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW THAT IF ANYONE ASKED ME ABOUT MY EDUCATION I’D JUST SAY THAT I HAVE AN HBA AND NOT A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MASTER’S EDUCATION. IT’S GOTTEN ME NOWHERE AND TODAY I GOT MY ‘REPORT CARD’ AND MY DISSERTATION MARK WAS DROPPED BY 5%.

what the fuck kind of bullshit is that? i know i didn’t care in the end and that i just wanted to pass, which i did, but to give something good and then take it away is bullshit! i totally want to dissociate myself from the school. fuck, maybe the scathing review i gave to their ‘anonymous’ survey wasn’t really anonymous. ha! if they call asking for alumni money i’ll tell them to stop picking on cash cow international students and look elsewhere. fuckers. there’s nothing i can do about it, and i normally don’t get too pissed off about stuff, but well i’m glad i didn’t waste my time pursuing a phd.

at least i know that i’m not made for the world of academia for sure now. yeah, so it’s one mark, but well… i’m not book-ish enough for that. i like to learn, but if someone wants me to write about it, well hahahahaha… that’s NEVER going to happen anymore. unless it’s something like ‘what i’ve learned whilst in a job i hate’.

i know i should be patient, i know it’s hard to get work in a field that one desires, but really, this is close to the last straw. what if a prospective workplace asks for a transcript? ok, so i shoulda thought about that when i was writing my thesis, but it’s not like i could’ve NOT handed it in… my reasoning of not being motivated just wouldn’t work. it’s either hand it in or fail unless you had extenuating circumstances. i was hoping that the prev mark i got was a sort of reprieve, but i was SO WRONG! edumacation i shake my fist at youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

change? yes, change it did. FUCKERS!

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