Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060101

so i’ve been neglecting you all. my bad. retail sucks my energy dry and makes me hate the holiday season. funny how the rest of the world seems to get a break whilst i have to bust my ass to keep my job. like people working in ANY service industry in the western realm. happy gnu yere everyone. i hope this year’s better than the last for everyone. auld lang syne and all that stuff.

so in the last week, i thought i was moving out for less, then i learned that i’d have to pay more and now i’m in limbo. i know i shouldn’t jump at the first chance of moving out since i’m NOT financially secure at all, but it’s so convenient! st. g and bloor for heaven’s sake! so i’m going to try to talk down the price with the landlady when i call her last minute before she leaves the country.

i keep hearing about rrsp’s, mortgage, payments, money money money planning for the future. nest egg… lalalalallaalalallala! i’ve no monieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssss!!!!!

today was SO SO SO retarded. i REALLY don’t understand why the store was open. ok, so it was the easiest shift and i totally slacked off, but still. stephie and Elaine dropped by and then i showed them the couches by the bar and it was over! they were both velly tired and tired and tired.

i wanna get my hair cut. it’s so heavy now. i really don’t i’d ever be able to grow it out to sell it because my neck will break. haven’t cut it in a year.

SO tired. SO SO SO tired. i have crazy ass bags under my eyes, my eyes are burning and i’m yawning like MAD. my writing has regressed muches. like my BRAIN!

i met up with a high school friend of mine on friday and we went for crepes. mmmmmMMMMMmmmmmmm. and den i bought a purty tank top that doesn’t require boobage. woohoo! aritzia totally does NOT make simple tees and tanks that can fit people with any muscle at all. lame lame lame. but i saved me some money i guess. anyhow, my friend anjali is SUCH a sweetie and well… so full of hope and promise. hahahahaha. but i can’t hate her for that.

hey wayne. i want popcorn.

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