Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060128/30
there’s a mouse in the house. and i just saw it and it scared the crap outta me because i wasn’t expecting to see it of course. at least it wasn’t a giant bug. eeeeeeeks!

went to the bier markt tonight cuz it was mel’s fiancé’s birthday last week. yes that’s right i said fiancé. craziness eh? anyhow umm… there’s a large caucasian crowd there, and well a lotta the men still have that ‘wooooo asian woman’ mentality. ew ew ew. hahahaha… but i DID get a free beer for knowing who general macarthur/mcarthur was. i know it was a sleazy type of pick up, but i got a free beer! hahaha… it was umm… just weird. but oh well. the saddest thing was that the hottest guy there was one of the busboys. everyone else was just… creepy. hmmph! chaley didn’t want to come out… and he totally coulda prevented some of the leering stares. ew! jeez! just cuz me and mel were 2 of the 10 asian women there.

had something in my eye for most of the day. it’s not a sty, and i can’t see it, but boy can i feel it. i can feel it right now… and i even put in eye drops. anyhow, it was ‘annoying the snot’ outta me for the evening part of my shift at work today. not like it was busy, and i even got to leave when everyone else did, not like the usual wait until the bitter end. TONY’S GETTING A MOTORCYCLE AND I GET A RIDE FROM HIM!!!!! I’M SO EXCITED!!!!! the 2 people on hammerheads that got bikes last year made false promises to me, rené’s girlfriend won’t allow him to have any female passengers so tony’s my last hope. and he’d better follow through else i’ll have to kill him.

across the universe – rufus wainwright i’d forgotten how pretty that song was…

ok. so i basically have 5 months left to have a main/better souce of income. plus a new dilemma. moms wants me to go to japan in july. i need money of course. but i want to move out. so i think i can maybe wait until September to move out with katykins cuz she’ll need a place then, but i still needs money. of course. the crazy fucker who cracks under pressure is getting more hours than me. girl can’t talk to people properly anyway. so she needs to pay rent and is going to montréal for a bits… if someone’s going to tell me that i’ll get f/t and i don’t… well there’s DEFINITELY no loyalty to the company on my part. whatever. i don’t think they think i’m going to stay forever either. but it’s not the way to do things.

i just spent the last 2 hours re-arranging my room yet again. this is the 3^rd time since i’ve been back and there’s really not much variety i can get out of it because my room is so small, but i manage. tomollo i put all the stuff back and umm… purge some more stuff.

strange coincidence, but i was having coffee with a work friend yesterday ,(that GORGEOUS day where the sun was shining and it was quite warm) and we were headed towards indigo just to browse and there were 2 magazines on the concrete… so i picked them up for mel cuz they were bridal magazines. hahahaha. s’all good right? she’s stressed out cuz her stupid managers won’t tell her if her contract is up or not… on tuesday. wtf?!?!?!?! so stupid. i hate how management/bureaucracy treats people i mean there’s DEFINITELY NO incentive to be loyal.

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