Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060201

I’M SO ANGRY AND IRRITATED RIGHT NOW, IF I HEAR ANOTHER SNIDE COMMENT FROM MY SISTER I’M GOING TO BREAK HER STUPID PLAYSTATIONS!!!!!

ok. so i get into work today and all i hear is this constant stream of BULLSHIT coming from the mouth of the new co-store manager. apparently head office told them to cut hours. so some people were told the day of that their shifts were cut for the rest of the week let alone the day. which isn’t NEW since they’ve been doing that since the cursemas season. but blah blah blah. bullshit bullshit, if his nose could get longer he’d have to have it surgically removed. joel’s ONLY shift for the week (today) because the rest were cancelled was even shortened by 3 hours. i know i shouldn’t really complain since i still have 4 full shifts and a bullshit 4 hour one, but still. i was told i’d be given full-time hours. and a lot of people probably thought they were ‘safe’ since drastic cuts are usually made right in the beginning of january not in february. that’s of course set the tone for the rest of the shitty day. so i spent the morning setting up a job interview elsewhere. hahahaha. fuckers. i don’t care anymore. the place is a fucking revolving door! fucking tim horton’s pays more than this shit job. CANADIAN company my ass… asswipes. on top of that they keep interviewing people. HELLO THERE ARE PEOPLE CURRENTLY WORKING THERE THAT NEED THE HOURS AND MONEY!!!!! and they just hired a new girl today. fuck you fuck you fuck you. that and i have a whatless 4 hour shift tomorrow and i’m on the fucking FLOOR!!!!! i hate working on the floor!!!!! does anybody know if it’s illegal for them to change shifts without telling people? i’ve been looking on the internet, but i don’t quite know where to look. eh? why is this paragraph different?!?!?!

so my sister was washing the dishes from dinner and i got home late so i ate whilst she washed and i finished one thing (because you know how japanese meals are small portions of a million different things) and when i’m tired i don’t’ want to spend time carefully eating each thing, i’m just going to wolf it down. so i dropped it in the sink and she says, ‘what? you have washing dishes that much?’ implying that i NEVER do it, that i NEVER do anything around this fucking house. i hate how my family assumes so much shit about me, but i no longer have the energy to fight for myself or to correct them. i don’t fucking care. so i KNOW i have to move out by the end of this year.

i’ve realized that i’m unhappy with my situation else i wouldn’t go apeshit re-arranged my room like a madwoman on a freakin’ sunday night. i know i’m restless and i need change, but now i don’t know what i want. i know i want to move out and get a better job, but there’s still something else missing and i don’t know what it is. lalalalalallalalaala~.

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