Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060305

 

somewhere tonight a mother will no longer see her son. she’ll never hear him laugh, see him smile or even admonish him. last night a 17 year old kid was murdered and his body was left behind the catholic school 2 minutes away from my house. what would possess people to kill other people? were you born in a cave? do you really think it’s necessary to kill someone? you can’t take that back, it’s permanent. if your life is so unimportant that you want to fuck it up, don’t take anyone else down with you. that’s just selfish. envious because someone’s life is better than yours? HE WAS ONLY SEVENTEEN FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE!!!!! at that age i was umm… in high school. still wanting to do fashion. still in my awkward/ugly duckling stage. (not like i’m any swan now…) baggy clothes… grade 11. an extra curricular nerd. swim team, music, music, music. i was taking weight training classes early in the morning and got my bonus marks. i had a crush on someone in my class then. i remember taking the bus early in the dark mornings. the first spring day that it was warm and sunny i was SO happy. but that’s beside the point. 17, seventeen, a life so short. you shouldn’t be involved in things like that. or at any age. we’re all turf kids here. so many of us still live at home. even our elder siblings do. kids are kids. just hood rats. turf kids. punk asses who do stupid things and drink like fish. the occasional vandalism, maybe b&e. petty crime. not murder.

ok. so i was admonished by the policeman that i spoke to for taking the bus home alone blah blah blah. but i’m not about to hibernate as soon as it gets dark and does that mean there shouldn’t be any late night bus service, or male only? some creepy jackass came on the subway last night and was trying to chat me up. so i gave the one word answers, didn’t look at him, didn’t take out my earbuds. well we happened to get off at the same stop and he said, ‘oh we’re getting off at the same stop.’ right buddy, what a GREAT COINCIDENCE! and i stalked off. i missed the bus by a hair and den he took the same bus. luckily he lives far away from me BUT THEN I SAW HIM GET ON THE BUS THIS MORNING AS I WAS GOING TO PRACTICE!!!!! but thank goodness he didn’t recognize me. rather than feeling scared, i was annoyed that i was placed in an uncomfortable situation by the simple fact that i’m a chick. fucker! more on this later…

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