Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060604

THE FAT FUCK IS GONE! the director of retail went in on Friday to tell him that he was going to be fired anyway so he could quit before that happened. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! that’s the BEST news i’ve heard in a long time. except for what bob said yesterday.

pickering regatta. it rained, it poured, it got colder and colder and well… colder. i’m not built to paddle in the cold. matt put it nicely, ‘i’m a fair weather paddler.’ yeah, i don’t mind if it’s raining or whatever during practices cuz at least you see an end to it. with regattas there’s a lot of waiting, and waiting and sitting around and waiting. it sucks ass. and it doesn’t matter if i brought gear with me to keep me warm, i WILL get cold and i might just get hypothermia again. and that is DEFINITELY not something i want to do. there were a few guys on the team that were miffed about it, but well… i don’t have the energy to get hypo again and i’m TERRIBLE in the cold. like REALLY bad. my body just shuts down. so uhh… yeah too bad. not like it’s the ONLY regatta we’re doing this year. i forgot about welland too. FEKK! i hate going ALL the way out there sometimes. i was hoping all the regattas we enter this year were local. WRONG AGAIN!

so i’ll likely be working EVERY DAY up until that regatta. wheeeeeee fun. fekk. i hate being broke. sucky sucky sucky. is only temporary though… right? RIGHT?! if i loved what i do, then it wouldn’t matter so much. i only love 1 one of the 3 things that i do that keep my busy. good ole dragon boat. the one thing that i don’t mind sacrificing for. except mebbe going out to welland. hahahahahaha. i dunno why i have such a beef against it.

you know, when there’s NOTHING going on in your life… it’s hard to glob about it.

here’s some filler.

damn this font got big all of a sudden...

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