Life needs change.

CHANGE #20060831
Well change there will be. I'm moving out Saturday morning to the west end.
No more:
 95/116a bus issues, or waiting for buses that don't come, walking home for 20 minutes from the 38 bus stop, sleeping on the bus/subway knowing that i CANNOT possibly miss my stop because I'm at the end of the line, dealing with White Psycho Freak, coming home like an abusive 50s husband from a long days work, having to leave early so that I can catch the bus at a decent time and not have to worry about missing my bus, not going out at all because of the thought of taking ttc ALL the way home, fucking up my neck/shoulders from all that sleeping on the ttc, dreaming on the ttc, eating lunch/dinner on the ttc cuz I don't have time, missing meals because there's no time, seeing REGULARS on the ttc, bribing people to drive me home, listening to my mother complaining that I come home too late or leave too early oh the endless possibilities... I'll stop.

observations on the ttc... women with bunions shouldn't be allowed to wear sandals.

i'm SICK of mailing shit. The new chiro has had to write a good PR letter since the old one didn't handle her move well and told people too late. But, the new chiro has had to pay for postage for the old mailer that went out telling patients about the move. Many were returned because the patient addresses haven't been updated.. also... how can someone in Aurora have an 'M' postal code and someone in Toronto have an 'L' postal code? FRACKSA! If you're HAND WRITING the naffing addresses shouldn't you NOTICE these things?! Fucktards!

Yes, Alan has noticed that I tend to drop as he says, the 'F' bombs and the 'C' bombs when I'm a lil miffed. Ermmm... sorry dude. Din't say I was flawless.

I'm getting close to burning out again. Har har har. Oh the irony. It seems that my body is breaking down yet again. But nobody else needs to know that... because then the topic of my having to give up dragon boat will arise and it'll be too devastating for me. Anyhow, summer always seems to be so busy because of dragon boating and don't get me wrong, I LOVE IT, but well not when my body doesn't. Buzz buzz buzz... dumbass mosquito! There was one in my shirt when I was changing after practice on Tuesday, I heard it buzzing around when I put my T on and yeah... so now my left ear is itchy... and my left tricep is considerably larger as well. Bites only seem to bother me in the fall. Hmm... maybe because it's fall and my body starts to shut down because fall means WINTER and winter means a little part of me DIES.

I wanna get one of those chin up bars in my new place so I can at least say that I do those and my crunches every day. I'm really excited about moving out and I've been purging a lot of shit that I've accumulated over the years. I figured if I haven't thought of it until now, then it can't be all that important. The recycling bin is quite full and well... I'm not taking my dresser so I'm displacing a lot of stuff from my desk (which I'm taking) to my dresser drawers. Heh heh heh. I think one day I'm going to have to go back and clean out what I've 'cleaned out' from my old room so there's less to put into storage and stuff. I guess I'm not quite as much of a sentimentalist as I thought. More than anything though, it's exhausting to go through all that stuff. Old letters, cards, pictures, letters, letters, letters, unless someone's written something meaningful in a card, then it goes or unless it's from someone important. Like MJS, (bless your soul, I miss you.) It's strange seeing some of the stuff that people wrote... and I guess some things never change. I was always a goof even in high school. So I hope I never lose my sense of humour... maybe it gets a lil bit more twisted the older I get, but I can deal with that.

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