Life needs change.

CHANGE #20061201

Well, I did it. I’m no longer going to suffer at the hands of the place I love to hate. I don’t need the money that I don’t make, I will no longer be dead tired after working there – not just physically exhausted, but mentally, I will no longer scowl whenever the store owners walk in, I will no longer have to put up with the lies and bullshit of the incompetent one. I don’t have to deal with the consistent scheduling fuckups, my co-workers’ complacency, laziness or selfishness. ½ hour breaks for a full day’s work, no more being taken advantage of because I’m more capable than the next person. I don’t have to wear t-shirts that I’m embarrassed of, or listen to princesses complain about their headaches or other bullshit, I don’t have to stay behind because of somebody else’s fuckup. I am free and what a fabulous change it is. I actually smiled going into work knowing that today was my last Friday shift. Things might get a little tight financially, but emotionally I’ll be MUCH healthier and happier. Besides, I’m never stupid with my money.

This house is so creaky and shaky. Whenever a truck goes by it shakes, if the wind blows really hard the cupboard doors rattle. We still occasionally get Lake Ontario whenever someone takes a shower. But I think it has something to do with the water leaking out if the shower curtain isn’t pulled as far and the showerhead is aimed closer to the edge and NOT because the floor is crooked as my landlord would like to have us believe. It’s still too early to decide if I want to stay here for longer than a year. The bathroom door won’t close unless you slam it shut. Which must be SO annoying for the tenant downstairs who has to hear us try to close the door quietly several times before giving up and giving it a mighty push. The tiling in the kitchen REALLY needs to be repaired and I still want a chain or deadbolt on the door to our apartment.

It’s cold today.

 

 

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